Yo guys.
Those who stood by me and encouraged me and pat me on the
back.
Really AHAHHAAH thanks buddies, I recovered le.
And Really touched that I can give my phone number out and be
talked to...
dun fret it ... over weekend this thing happened.
On monday I returned, my wings came over and lifted me up by
shoving me a lot of work to do and a lot of sound advises came
from
them..
Its just Im stupid enough to keep quiet.
I know that time heals love wounds or even relationship
wounds,
but.. the rate of the healing is beyond what I have
experienced..
or maybe I have too much rejections to even begin with... -_-
For those who are geniunely concerned about my well being.
Gam Xia you... 
For those pushing me and stabbing me in the front, I know
you all are trying the harsh method to make me wake up..
eh... it works sometimes la huh, on me it does.. but you all
ever thought if I was super weak and super low self esteem
I really go die le. Then on your hands will sprew blood from
an inconsiderate post from your side.
You all know who the fark you guys are.. I duwan to mention
names lor.. evil farkers sia..
Anyway.. hey to share something nice, you all ever been
in this shoes?
Its a small story forwarded on and on and on.. always
happens..
about this guy. who met this attractive girl.. but he wasnt
interested
in the first place, then he jus wan to be friends only..
At first, she was just another attractive woman... but the more he
got to know her, the more he began to feel attracted to her... and
the more time he spent with her, the more that attraction grew into
a deep emotional attachment and affection for her.
But there was one problem.
As his emotional attachment grew stronger and stronger, he also
grew more and more insecure.
Why?
Because he couldn't tell whether or not she felt the same way
towards him.
Sometimes she would say things like "You are so important to me"
and "I'm glad that you're in my life"... but nothing ever
progressed past the "friendship" stage.
There was an occasional hug, an occasional kiss on the cheek from
her... and once she even held his hand for a long time while he
talked about an emotional issue.
But something was wrong with the picture.
She just wasn't acting like a woman that was "falling in love". She
was acting like a friend.
The insecurity that he felt became a spiral that amplified
itself... and the more insecure he became, the more afraid he grew
of "screwing things up" by kissing her or asking her to be his
girlfriend.
Plus, the more insecure he became, the less time she seemed to want
to spend with him.
After spending many days and nights obsessing over this girl, the
man finally arrived at the conclusion that if she only knew how HE
FELT, that she would feel the same way.
So he made a bold move.
He told her how he felt.
He confessed that he was in love, and that he would do anything to
be with her.
She looked at him with compassion in her eyes and said "Thank
you... I really mean that... but I don't want to mess up our
friendship... you're too important to me...".
This only confused the man more.
He didn't know how to take it...
Did it mean that she really loved him too, but that she was afraid
of something?
Did it mean that she wasn't ready for a long-term
relationship?
Did it mean that she didn't love him, but that she was trying to
give him a hint?
Did it mean that he hadn't tried hard enough?
Did it mean that he needed to put everything on the line and REALLY
let her know how he felt?
He finally decided that he couldn't go on like this anymore... he
had to be with her.
He had to make sure that she knew just how much he wanted to be
with her... so he took a big step, bought her a symbolic gift, and
wrote her a long, long letter... again confessing his
feelings.
And then the unthinkable happened.
She didn't reply.
He called her three times a day for almost a week before reaching
her.
She made an excuse about being very busy, and said "I'll try to
give you a call soon, I have to go"... and hung up...
...but he never got a call back.
Over the following months, the man tried desperately to understand
what went wrong... and what happened.
.......... BWAHAHAHAHAHA....
Anyone felt like this? Or wan to attempt to solve the mystery
before I do?
xP
