Thanks rainee and laosu.
Pls do not bump up this thread anymore after I post this last
message. The advices here really makes sense. Yep, I couldn't
accept myself, after been hurt for way too many times. I finally
step out of my house and had a bad day when I stepped outside...so
I though I'll vent here again, haix.
But really, I have gotten over it after releasing my frustration
