Dear people,
I badly need advice as this problem has been haunting me in my head
ever since.
Ok, there was this guy a year ago, he had a crush on me and I too,
began developing some feelings for him.
The feelings grew and eventually, we really like each other. I am
always absenting classes/late for school, but he doesn't seem to
mind, well, that's what I think. He should know that too.
So the trouble begins..
There's this girl (she's my enemy, she doesn't like me, I doesn't
like her) , she purposely sat close to him in class and tried to
get friendly with him (funny how she isn't THAT close to him last
time) I was jealous indeed and wasted a whole year staring daggers
behind their backs.
The guy, of course, didn't get fresh with her. During this time, I
was really hoping he knew that that girl was just trying to
'snatch' my boy from me. Oh btw, we didn't talk to each other, we
just communicate with our body languages. But we understood each
other perfectly.
Our classmates didn't like me and him to be together. Also, that
girl and her friends has always been picking on me since sec sch
days. I am a loner and of course, I suffered silently and
painfully.
And now, she wants to take away my only happiness. I was really
dejected and neglected my studies at the end.
Anyway, the guy didn't end up me..but, they are close together the
last I saw them.
It's been a year, but I still feel very angry, upset and mostly,
betrayed at how and why the guy did this to me. He should know that
the girl was just trying to ruin me..sobs.
Please don't give me words like 'learn to let go'. I can't, really.
Like I've said, it's been a year :/. I'm not so sure but I feel
really lost and confuse that such a relationship can be ruined so
easily..can anyone intepret what's going wrong here?
Btw, I gave him a note to call me if he still have feelings for me
and so on. But he didn't reply 
Pls also note that his friends knows
that he likes me but I don't understand why he can be so fickle to
let go that easily. And why does he have to be so close to my
enemy? I don't know
whether he and my enemy are steads now. I can't believe God gave my happiness
away to my enemy
