Be extremely alert at this point...although the situation is a
harsh on you...do not be too taken in by love....I think it is the
desperation a person gets when he/she has suddenly lost a loved one
who does things with you and is a aprt of your life. Worst thing is
that they're so near yet so far. But take it slow, and should you
find within a few months or however long you can hang on, that it
isn't working, just give it up. Do not neglect yourself because I
believe someone out there will love you for real. Its not her fault
or yours...just the way things are...Stay strong my little friend
You're not alone