hi Binz, Drx, Sekundes, Gur, Pullup... thanks guys for all your
advice and concern...
i'm doing ok now and back on track w her... things
calmed down and we talked and we had a nice weekend...
Aint putting down the value of my RS by taking up bull's
challenge... i have to believe in myself... i'm not being
optimistic, just not being pessimistic here... i wont ignore my own
family and friends... she's quite a family ger herself and
therefore she will understand the same need for me to care for my
family too...
Gur, i understand your worries for me... blame me on my
stubborness... but maybe i feel that love can never be equal...
perhaps in this relationship i'll be giving a little more and a
little less from her... i cant expect a dollar for a dollar kind of
a treatment...
maybe she loved me too much in our
past lives and this time round i've to put in more efforts?
This forum is the best thing i found on net so far bec of you guys
and gals...
thanks