There is no point carrying on a relationship when the fire has
died. The damage is already done, and you have to search your heart
to find out whether you truly love her or not right now. Don't take
your time because as each day passes you will deteriorate.
Relationships are meant to be between two people that nurture each
other. What I see in your situation is a growing, unhealthy and
tiresome relationship that leaves you with insomnia instead of a
good night's rest. Weigh the pros and cons and decide for yourself.
Sometimes what hurts the heart will soothe the head, aka the truth
may hurt your heart but at least you know its true. Also what
soothes the heart will hurt the head, which is currently what
you're experiencing. Time will take care of your loneliness if
you're willing to take care of yourself first. All the best, mate.
