Hi there, i do not know yr story, but i do smell guilt in yr
msg. perhaps u feel guilty over something and that explains why u
dare not look into her eye to eye. 
i think
the best way to befriend again is to apologize for whatever reason
that is bothering you. that requires some level of courage, but if
u do not hv enough, then just live awkwardly ever after.no big deal
wat!
