This is my story. A few years ago, I was in a relationship with
Miss A. During this time, I got to know Miss B and she was a very
fun and attractive girl. Did not feel anything much but slowly B
got quite close to me and she confessed she liked me and I
eventually broke up with A to try to be with B. I do admit that I
was wrong but I didn’t really loved A at that time. It was kind of
a sudden relationship. B was the kind of “perfect” girl I had in my
mind. I tried going after B after I broke up and B protested saying
she didn’t want to be the a third party. I spent much effort and
time chasing her and although she admits she liked me, she did not
accept me. In the end she went back to her ex-bf. I hated her for
it. It was like being betrayed when all the things I did was
because of her. After all this, my reputation suffered and my
confidence dropped. And until now whenever I think back, the sense
of hatred lingers in me yet I still treasure the happier times
together. Until now I think that I am useless and have nothing to
offer anymore. I also feel that every girl wants something out of
guys be it money or looks. And there are so many guys outside who
are so much better. Why would anyone want someone like me? I dun
understand why other guys look so normal also can have gf. Pple may
not know but I am those kind who live and die for love. Materials
are secondary to me but not love.
