Its nothing wrong , jus tat fate played a trick on u at the
moment when u tot tat u finally can have some1 special all by
urself , but tat wasnt the case .
U have given effort to stop this from happening but the feeling is
unbearable , the same feeling i felt some yrs ago .
In fact i had tried going after some1's gf b4 , it wasnt
intentional .It all started as normal frens n things jus sparked
somehw. It takes 2 hands to clap , i would say for my experience ,
the gal was sorta interested.If she had given the stop sign , i
would nt have gone further . I m sure of tat . Haix, ultimately i
indirectly caused the their broke up , which remained gulity . But
y i said indirectly , cos the gal didnt chose me , in fact she had
chosen some 4th party. 
, lol , he jus hopped out from no where .
U koe the feeling of helplessness is unbearable n things jus go on
its on beyond our control.Selfish as it may seemed ,but hw many of
us can say n do the right thing when such incident happen to us.
Bystanders will flame n curse , i would too in fact , but i have
sinned n experienced it .
hmm , wat i wan to say is , u have given ur efforts to stop , but
has the gal realised wat has she been doing ? she is giving u hope
by going out with u , a sensible method of a responsible gf is nt
to go out on dates with a interested guy . m i rite ? haix ..
things arent within our control ..
the famous sayings .. fight for ur own happiness .. don build ur
joy on ppl's misery ...
wtf .. sometimes life jus screw all of us
