I've read your post.
Are you tryin to say that you're short-changed by the relationship
you have with him?
I wonder if you had spoke to him about your expectations towards
the r/s.
If i'm wrong, you're still testing water until now. Still Unsure of
your r/s.
Maybe you shouldn't be too quick to make your desicion, it'll only
display your immaturity in handling r/s.
From your post, i have to say that you still have not grown much.
In terms of r/s - love, still a greenie. Nothing wrong being a
newbie, but you have to understand, it takes effort to mantain and
grow a r/s.
If you don't know certain things in your bf, ASK and seek to
understand.
share how you feel after hearing him. GUYs NEED TO BE HEARD
TOO....
If you don't, there'll always be this insecurity that his playin
game with you.
Remember, you don't have to live your relationship with
insecurity.
You don't have to run away from r/s because you're afraid of being
hurt.
The outcome of your r/s is in your hands.
To let go or hold it,
It all voice down to your love for him.
If you're afraid that he'll hurt you - then don't love.
If you're afriad to lose this r/s - Then it may be love and it's
worth it(?).
Think deeper, and know what you want.
Cheers
