most of the times, when he go mad, he wun do tat, he will juz
slammed the door lah, bang here and there...shout at pple not only
me.. for strangling, tat's only once in a blue moon when he became
sot sot.. Sighz..
there was when he cudn't install his new game, and he got very fed
up. At the meanwhile, i was so clumsy ..cuz i accidentally spilled
some kopi on the floor, and he took it out on me..in a fit of
anger.
I was taken aback when he did tat again and the whole cup fell
right onto my thigh(4got which leg) and shattered onto the floor. I
felt so depressed as i cudn't imagine he wud strangled me for
spilling some kopi!!
and tat was when i threatened to jump down...(cuz i m so angry wif
him)
& i had told myself countless of times tat if he ever did tat
to me again, i dun tink our r/s can last ... but everytime, after
all these, i wud become so submissive...when he became apologetic.
(at least he bother to be)
then i wud console myself tat mayb i love him more than he loves me
bah..and he dun mean to hurt me..juz tat he can't control his
emotions.
tat's y i say human can't be rational at all times....esp impulsive
pple. Mayb me and him r of the same kind...short tempered. But this
is love, u have to give and take at times. 
N i m
thankful tat he had changed alot after this and our r/s has better
stronger.
