my bf forgot my bdae. the worst thing was... he celebrated my
birthday for me somemore, how could he have forgotten? it was 3rd
of august, but he remembered as 30 august.
i realised it when he came back from china and bought a keychain
which says "VIRGO". when i asked him why he bought virgo, then i
realised he thot my birthday was on 30 aug.
duno if im really kicking up a big fuss abt it, but im really upset
about it. somemore i know him so many yrs, and he's spent my
birthday wif me, how can he forget? he blamed it on forgetfullness.
but oh pls, im far more forgetful than him but i still made it a
point to remember important things, be it regarding my bf or other
work matters. bottomline is, no matter how forgetful u r, if things
r really so important, u will remember by hook or by crook.
besides this, there was once i kept hurrying him to go out, cos it
was his birthday. but he took his time. he msg me where i was
bringing him to, i said "bringing u to sell u off". but its pretty
obvious that im going out wif him on his birthday, i wouldnt wanna
leave him at home right? the day before he told me he was abit
sick, but on the day itself he didnt mention anything at all. there
i was waiting for him, but delayed till around 8pm he told me he
was sick and he didnt want to go out. i felt like an idiot waiting
for him and kana 'dua' last min.
i have no doubts about him , eg: seeing another girl behind my
back. i can trust him about this, i just hate the way he's acting
aloof. everything also heck care. already ORD liao still so slack.
everyday play computer games, find job also wan to find wif frens.
i had many lobangs for him and got him to call, but he dowan cos
"he is scared". he said his frens and him going to find job
together, but i told him to be more independent lor. find job also
scared to find.
i think perhaps im behaving too authoritative, asking him to do
things, but it's for his own good. ORD already stay home everyday
meh? i wan him to have a good life, if he finds a job, also not
good for me cos he wont have time for me what. but i stil wan him
to work instead of slack at home. i also dun nid to depend on him
for $$ cos im self sufficient.
SIANZ.
