By reviewing your own
situations, can a patch do any wonders for the problems/issue of
your relationship, if that were to happen? You are just fighting to
resist getting used to life without her and of course, with
unsettled feelings, your craving to get back to the relationship is
strong.
We all understand and KNOW that irregardless of how sh!t a
relationship will become in the future, we all do enjoyed a sweet
past somehow or another in the past. But should we use such benchmark as a
reason WHY a relationship should get back? All I see is a
child denied of his toy and frantically trying all his ways to get
them back - your relationship lack substantial reasons why it
should return.
You are unreasonable and she as well - which ultimately causes your
break-up. So I believe you will be telling me that you will change
and all that? In my experience (you could even look through all
past aunt agony topic), such statement rarely secure the kind of
vision you had for your relationship, now. Change is a
short-term solution to relationship issue - to substain
improvement, you have to evolve (and yes, there is a whole lot of
difference between these two words). Evolving is a long term
process - people don't get enlightened overnight. Ask anyone around
and when they share with you their thoughts - you know where they
are coming from. THAT is evolvement from their personal experience
- change is talk and candleflame.
I can say you are incredibly smart in a way - subconsciously, the
method you use to try to re-woo her, works well against her. A
Scorpio - intense, emotional and packed. And if you can probably
win her, can you substain till the next rough tide that hits onto
your ship? Do you even know what went wrong in the relationship,
that leaves it with no choice but to break-up? It is
MERELY personality conflicts? Or is there more?
P.S: Take some time to cool off yourself instead of trying to cling
onto the last desperate part of the ship. Continue your method to
woo her back, I can only predict your next setback on the 3rd and
6th month of your relationship, again. 
Cheers
