I think tat tis is mostly out of stress... Be strong!
Sometimes... All tis little things do fusturate us, esp when we r
not in the best of moods... It takes jus a little to blow our
top... I am also caught in tis kind of situation, though not as bad
as urs... I loved children very much... But when i'm in a foul
mood, i wish they would jus go away...
My suggestion is tat each time u feel fusturated, tak a deep breath
n calm down... Think of the consequences tat will happen to watever
action u have done... Or... think mentally wat u wanna do in ur
mind... Think, but not do... At least u feel better!
Cryin is a gd way to let out ur tension... Or mayb u could listen
to soothin music... Think of happy thoughts... thoughts tat makes u
happy n forget wat is happenin now...
Mayb u could pick up kickboxin? Think is a gd way to relive ur
anger also... or... Go xiao gui ling at bukit timah if i not
wrong... go shout!!! 
