Learn the power of humility - you have to be
service of people who are inferior and weaker than you and you need
to be constantly under people and work for them. You need to
surrender all form of aggression to love and be taught the correct
essence with regards to it.
What you fear, you must face. Devil's post is good
stuff. Read it carefully.
Teach you a thing today? It's call
TRANSPARENCY....
To OPEN UP yourself to others... A sort of 'painful' process in the
BEGINNING... But it allows you to have your wound EXPOSED...
However, have it EXPOSED to the CORRECT people in the beginning...
Until you're getting more comfortable with it... Then I can give
you a follow up of the NEXT METHOD which you may use for be
experiencing...
REMEMBER. Allow yourself to be REACHED. TOUCHED. And HURT. Feel the
PAIN. At least you'll know that you're still there and alive.. And
whatever BEAST which may be living inside of you, you're afterall
in a human's flesh.
Being 'vulnerable' reduces the beast in you to a certain degree and
puts you back to where you BELONG. Don't be afraid to be HURT.
Don't be too defensive. Once you're IMMUNISED to PAIN, you'll be
TOO STRONG to CONTROL. Unless you can have a VERY GOOD MENTAL
CONTROL. That's in regards to the 'thoughts to actions' thing
you've mentioned about in your much earlier post... But I don't
really think you're in the condition for that for now...
So reduce yourself...
You need to re-shape your psychological
mindset and spiritual motives to the greater good, if not, any love
relationship would be terribly destructive. You truely need someone
to enlighten you.
Cheers