hey read this....sad story 
"I hate this feeling that he knows me when I don't even know him.
He can't be like this, went to check everything about me. However,
I had no choice now but to face the reality. I may look happy as if
nothing has happened. I may talk to him as usual like those days.
But I still abhor that he saw me. Why do I have this kind of
feeling? This maybe my answer. And the answers should lies on me
(my appearance). An appearance that might be ugly to him. He may
feel disgusted (or whatever) but I had no alternative because
that's me! If I had an 'acceptable' complexion, I may not feel that
awful right now! I may even feel excited and wanted to understand
him more. But this is the truth, for I cannot change. However if I
got the chance, I would like a whole new skin for myself and meet
him face to face. Unfortunately this is just a dream, a dream that
can't be granted. It may come true one day, for I need to put in
more effort. A whole new skin, a whole new life, a whole new me,
the day I'm looking forward to, as soon as it can be......"
hows that??? 
