Originally posted by happypiglet:
hey read this....sad story 
"I hate this feeling that
he knows me when I don't even know
him. He can't be like this, went to check
everything about me. However, I had no choice now but to face the
reality. I may look happy as if nothing has happened. I may talk to
him as usual like those days. But I still abhor
that he saw me. Why do I have this kind of
feeling? This maybe my answer. And the answers should lies on me
(my appearance). An appearance that might be ugly to him. He may feel
disgusted (or whatever) but I had
no alternative because that's me!
If I had an 'acceptable' complexion, I may not
feel that awful
right now! I may even feel excited and wanted to
understand him more. But this is the truth, for I
cannot change. However if I got the chance, I would like a
whole new skin for myself and meet him face to
face. Unfortunately this is just a dream, a dream that can't be granted. It may
come true one day, for I need to put in more effort. A whole
new skin, a whole new life, a
whole new me, the day I'm looking forward to, as
soon as it can be......"
hows that??? 
Kudos to Estee. Indeed she's Lao Er.
When i first read this post. I didn't understand what exactly was
the problem/issue. Until Estee solved the puzzle.
Which led me to believe that i've lost some sensitivity of
deciphering messages from women.
Estee, when got outing...i wish to talk to you more. 
