RiRi, tts y i said take ur time...dun rush...usually time period
varies for each person. When those thoughts creep unexpectedly,
tell yourself at least you confess to the person whom u like,
there's nothing embarrassing if you do it in a matured and sensible
way. girls usually do appreciate guys who do that and take their
rejects in stride. 
ur mind says 'get over it son', but ur heart needs time to get over
and proceed from there.
at least good to hear from you tt suicide is plain foolish...u r nt
kenny frm south park.