What have you done that you cant forgive yourself? Two
timing?
well, you cant change the past you can shape your future. If you
love him and want to keep the r/s, best dont even tink abt it, it
will give you nightmare, if u feel guilty and cant get over it no
matter how, its better u drop the r/s and move on and make sure you
nv make the same mistakes again. No point self torturing yourself.
After all, thr is scar in your r/s, you cant promise nth is going
to happen to the r/s or his surroundings affecting him that might
change him. I once read an article... a gal left her bf for another
guy, she came bk.. the guy forgive her and do his best to trest her
like a little princess but some day, he met this another gal and
decided to leave the gal.than again diff ppl diff approach.... just
like some ppl accept non virgins as partners while others cant tk
the fact tt one they love had slept with so many ppl.