i also same ,but mine is 5th yr...well, mayb the "freshness" is
gone, jus lik my the "gf" said, also possible of others
factors....sometime is we care & ask more, but in their mind,
is we over protective,possessive.etc....i also stuck lik you, let
go liao but heart still.....haiz...........sometime let go may be
good,but to me, its really, hard, now i everynight go drink wid
bros to forget her, but when i ask them how to get back her,al of
them gv the same ans, if she is urs, she come back, if not let her
go...get new gf....which i stuck....try to do some things to make u
forget her...i dun drink but in my case, i try to drunk to forget
her but in the end is "swollow tears" cos whole mind full of
her....
i dun encourage drinking, but sometime...drunk liao at least i can
sleep..sad...