Hmm, I guess everyone thinks you double time because you broke
with your GF after you developed feelings for your friend. Since
you still love your GF, why dun you solve the problem with her
instead of just choosing to break up. If you had lost feelings for
her already, maybe its more understandable. Of course i dun mean
the case of "got new love dun want the old" kindda stuff. If you
had a troubled time with your GF, broke up and proceed in a
relationship with your friend, then its very logical. However, if
you claim to love your GF, I guess you should have hold on and work
things out. Which includes measures such as distancing from your
friend.
But as usually, matters of the heart is always hard to predict and
there's never a right or wrong way of doing things. One can only
hope that he/ her actions brings about happiness.
Anyway, all had been said and done. What had happened, had
happened. Its time to walk out and face what the future holds. In
some ways, it good being singlehood again. And who knows what the
tide may bring tomorrow. I only hope you have learnt something from
this experience.