i appreciate the advice u guys offered previously and i feel
that whenever if i got probs i cant solve myself, i would wan to
come here , hoping for some helpful advice for me.
A couple of weeks ago after we patch back, sometimes ,esp
yesterday, i really feel there are probs.and i think the probs
seems to lies in me.
We met up ard 2 times per week.and each time we got together, i
always feel statisfied coz i feel that i m showered with lots of
love. but , after the day of meeting up , i dunno if he tires to
keep a distance away from me , or i m expecting too much from him.
i jus dun feel the kind of concern he had towards me anymore. it
jus seems to be tt the kind of concern n love seems not consistent.
and its really confusing , u know.
for eg , when he feels like seeing me , he would initiate calls
& msg esp after he woke up from sleep in the morning. then ,
the next day, it seems tt he forgotten all abt me. he didnt take
any initiative to make a contact. even if i should call him, (there
r times wherby for some reasons, his HP was shut off/no reception,
and i could nt get through)
To me , he seems to like "VARNISH FROM THE WORLD" all of a sudden.
and everytime this happens, i would feel insecure and wierd.in the
past, i would get angry with him everytime this happens but not
now, coz i jus feel that its useless.
This kind of things always happens and i dunno what to do abt it.
everytime i told him abt this, he jus says tt he is busy . and
there r times when he promised to call me to let me know the
outcome of our meeting/outing, he would jus forget to call me.and
most of the time , i end up waiting.
To sum up, i really feels that he a bit like treating me "hot and
cold" which this really confused me . Most of the times, my
emotions would always run from very happy to very confused and
unhappy.
