If you're not a fortune-teller, how can you BE SURE that there
won't be anything that you could be MISSING because you just end
your life like this...?
hmm
Do you know reality? Things in life are often on a constant run...
Changes... Sometimes it's NOT the REALITY which is affecting you...
Instead it's the MENTALITY... Something which you HOLD ON to so
DEEPLY... Even way after things have gone over... I'm not saying
it's OVER, I'm just suggesting it COULD be? Or one day when it
happens.. You probably won't be ready to accept it....
Reality is NOT 1-dimensional... It's known as the '3-dimensional'
world.... And often when people see things, there should be AT
LEAST 3 different sides to it... Straight to the point here... It's
not what reality IS.... It's where you're looking at it from...?
MENTALITY....
hmmm
The problem is we're NOT beggars nor charity? Don't EXPECT people
to be nice to us for no obvious reason? I'm not saying they can't
be... But just because you're like that or some of them are like
that, you EXPECT the rest of the world to be like that... That's
IMPOSSIBLE... Otherwise we won't be called INDIVIDUALS....
i am not expecting
them to be nice to me or something.just that i try to be nice to
you and ends up i get this kind of attitude loh
Virgos can basically be quite ok people... Maybe except when
they're under STRESS... They changes quite alot upon that and
admitably ain't a good handler of stress... The only small bonus
for them is that they can be trained to better handle
stress...
The other bad news is Virgos tend to be more pessimistic in their
thinking & often thinks too much over things... Which easily
push them to the edge..? Well... Sort of...? 
i never knew what was
stress until i stressed myself last yr.
If you really want it SO BADLY then WORK for it or FIGHT for it...?
I used to be like you and I've done my part for what I hold
today... Ain't gonna share my method or suggest anything to you
here, but all I can is... If you REALLY WANTS it, and you KNOW that
it's something which you DESERVES... GO FOR IT.... 
o..k..
I won't be surprised if she's a little intimidated by someone who
actually left 5 missed calls on a single night? Especially if that
someone is someone who goes after her demanding an EXPLANATION for
that minor incident... (I'm not saying you've done that, I just
thought you MIGHT have? Or hold that tendency to?)
Cut short here... If you find that to be such a worthy person, the
MORE you should WORK to keep that friendship instead of
reprimanding her...? Also, I'm sure you can find more of such
people if ya expand your social circle a little (despite what your
parents might say... I really don't see what's wrong with expanding
your social circle as long as you're not dipping your head into BAD
company 'Private Limited'?)... They might not be easy to trace down
but I can ASSURE you they're OUT there... 
not trying to be rude
her but tell that to my parents for the second part.
ok fine...5 calls too much.
I mean she should be EXCUSED. She probably might have let it
slipped her mind or have something to attend to? And if she's only
using an EXCUSE against you, it's OBVIOUSLY an EXCUSE to get you
off..? So just accept that fact..? 
now i make it that
way for her loh. i just dont contact her loh.
Just IGNORE her lah... Age DOESN'T really matter... Join us for
sports outings or just dinner..? Currently 'The Sians' is quite ACTIVE in organising
outings... Perhaps you would like to join them there for a start?
Nobody really know who you are...? Just carry yourself as the way
you would....? 
sports ? hmm a frog
can out run me. dinner ? not too expensive....
One of the 'Basic Rules of Sampling' says that you've got to have
LARGE enough a SAMPLE before you can come up with a CONCLUSION. The
'baby analogy' tells you that even if you've seen 'ONE MAN' it
doesn't mean that you've seen it all.... Life ahead of the baby may
be still LONG, though that few mins of initial spankings might
seems like a TORTURE enough... Don't be TOO QUICK on your
conclusion on Life....? 

Then DO SOMETHING about it... If DYING really can help anything
then human race should GLADLY FACE EXTINCTION by now...? 
violent or
non-violent ? 