You're REGRETFUL for the things you've done... But you're
CHAINED.... You wanna ESCAPE, WAY OUT but you CAN'T.... The
RESPONSIBILITIES.... The decisions you SHOULD be making... Because
of WHO YOU ARE.... It TIED you up and it PULLS you down.... Your
Life tries to go on.... But the efforts required is SUFFOCATING....
You end up in your BUNDLE again... TIED you down.... So MANY
bundles you're carrying with you.... SLOWS you down... Until your
life comes almost to a STANDSTILL....
You know what's your PROBLEM? You're NOT a man of the PRESENT,
you're a man of the PAST. You CAN'T MOVE, because you've got to
LIVE UP to YOUR PROMISE. That's you. You believe that you're NOT
born to hurt, you're born to LOVE. Having NOT accomplished that,
you CAN'T LET GO.... It's like a MISSION INCOMPLETE.... ESCAPE is
just like ABORTING the mission... Where are YOUR
RESPONSIBILITES...? You CAN'T do.....
You're here to GAIN CONFIDENCE in the DECISION you wanna make...
(though you'll probably still have a hard time executing it despite
the assurance ya get anyway? 
)
Life goes on... You know you have to break out of this chain
somehow but YET, you're not sure HOW....? How to carry it out...?
How NOT to FAIL this 'mission' which is already INCOMPLETED....
YES... It all MATTERS ALOT to you.....
People get SEPARATED, you like it or not.... People HURT one
another because there's LOVE.... Holding back the 'cut' doesn't
totally EASE the PAIN most of the time.... It just try to hold back
a 'major bleeding'.... Prolong the effects.... Ask yourself this?
Would prolonging things make a difference? Any CHANCE of RECOVERY
at all? Some things would still happen eventually... You can try to
keep your COOL today, but maybe not tomorrow....
HOLD the photo of your gf in your hands... Look at her.... Though
ya know that you LOVE her.... But tell yourself this... What's
really good for her...? What's the BETTER for all of you...?
"Darkness is the land you choose to stand....
Eternity, the word ya chose SPOKEN...."
