i still suggest you go to your ex.
ironically, some people can only learn their lesson and understand
family value once they lose it. and I greatly believe you are one
of them, otherwise you wont be posting such thread.
your heart has strayed, and it has overwritten the rationality of
why you got married in the first place.
by all means, choose the path of lust, if not, unrealistic romance
and see if that supersedes or even excels the comfortable marraige
provided by your loving husband.
