Hi all,
Hope someone here can hear me out. About 1 year ago, I met this
girl, we went on good and she knew that I like her. But it all had
to end when she broke to me the news that she actually has a BF.
She asked me to move on and said the usual stuff like 'you can
definitely find someone better'. So after weeks of heartbreak, I
led my usual life again trying to be the happy-me once more.
It was then when I met this other girl, we went on good and I
thought maybe she could make me happy. Til I liked her very much,
she told me that she still hasn't got over her ex-BF. So I thought,
why not wait on and show that I'm really sincere? Who knows, 2
weeks after, she called me to give up.
I was at that point of time, extremely disillusioned. I vowed to
not get myself into something like this again. So I tried my best
not to like anyone and avoid heartbreaks. So I had this rather
close friend of mine, she was always there to talk to me and etc.
After bout 3 months, we sorta grew to like each other. And like
before, I fell for her but then outta the blue she just said that
she has no feelings for me at all and that I can never have
her.
At that point of time, it felt very "normal". So I went to try my
luck with this other girl very recently but I didn't tell her that
I liked her nor commit any liking for her. And just when I thought
it's alright now, and I was gonna tell her I had some feelings for
her, she tells me that this guy asked her and there's no way she's
gonna reject him. I was like, dang it!
Now I feel extremely sad 
Am I cursed or is it just coincidence?
