ya, she realli scared of the resposibilities of marriage.
Especially up-bringin our child. she once told me say wat, buy milk
fer baby lei, look after the baby lei, coz she scared she dunno how
to take care of our child. coz tat time she carry my baby cousin
mah, then she dunno how to carry her. man... u should realli see
how she look tat time ar. so cute n funni. then i say come lar, i
carry lar. hahahaaa
k back to topic,
see lar, even u as my friend noes tat i'm pressurized. dosen it
ocurs to her tat i'm pressurized? well. i may not look pressurized,
coz i dun show how bad i feel to others wan. but she should noe
wat. zhe mong shou, we steady fer 2 yr 1mths liao she shld noe
mah.
i pressure on the $$$ side and my studies lei. then i now looking
fer a better job so as to attain enough $$$ fer our marrige
lei.
i oways wanted to tok to her abt it. but whenever i want to tok abt
it, she seems to advoid it like tat, i hurts mi real bad noe.
dunno she advoid mi or reality????
