Hi Cybernut, really sorrie to hear that, and pls never think
about death again. True to certain extent that now there is really
nothing for you to live, coz for once in your life she was your
everything, your direction, your whole life. Now everything seems
gone, all gone. About 2 weeks back I was like you, my gf(of 2
years) left me and then it seems like there is nothing left,
feeling so lost, no direction.
This kind of thing takes time to heal, how long nobody knows. But
really life is more than it can offer.
You know something, go ahead and cry, and cry real hard. It's okay
to cry, who said that crying is a sign of weakness, it takes
courage to cry...... lots of them.....
I believe that during your period with her there was lots of happy
moments, and I believe that when you think of them, it really kinds
of bring everything back. Seems at that time all seems so perfect,
but you should think about why the break-up surfaced.
For now I guess juz be friends. Take time out, go out with the
friends that you kind of abandon when you were with her, of you can
spend more time with your family, anything to kind of distract you
for the moment.
School is about to start, so more distractions. You do have to
brace yourself up and move on. Remember that if she is meant to be
yours, she will someday.
Dun lose hop juz yet, let go for a while. See more of the world,
make more new friends coz remember that life is more than what it
can offer.
Take care and think on the positive side. With lots of love and
concern from all of us here, we wish you the best.
