Thanks for all the encouragement. She told me she wanted a
reunion, but not now. She felt that she is not ready, and wants
some time off, to lead a single life again. I’m sure many of us
have heart this kind of talk before. It gives us a sense of hope,
yet a fear, that it was not to be. A stae of confusion. I know this
time is hard for her as well. She too, was really serious, before
all these mayhem broke out. But her way was to avoid thinking about
it altogether, to prevent the painful memories from comign back.
But if she learns to forget, how are we to get back together again?
She’s hot and cold at intervals, and it hurts like hell. Time will
heal all wounds, but scars shall always remain. I guess I could
only pray for peace for now. I never would have chosen death if I
could, I would let down alot of people. But sometimes, emotions
just get the better of you. I’m still well and alive, and I thank
all for your concern. I’m still waiting. Just waiting.
Patiently.
