this was something I always told you.... whenever we
argue~
we met 4 years ago.... in our workplace~~I was waiting for my O
level results.~ I did not bear any good impression at all, cos you
were too playful, and irritating... and my impression of you was as
a lame joker~~ and how much I hate you to get out of my
sight~
Nov 2000, we started off as colleagues... We often had lunch with
Vin and Ling~~ and how often you would disturb Ling with ur lame
joke~ To Vin and me~, you and Ling would become a couple~ but seems
we were wrong~
I remember the first day I started a 'serious' chat wif you. I
broke off with my bf and you came consoling me then~ I remember
that was the first time I saw the 'decent' side of you~ the way you
talked to me~ how convincing indeed~~
Soon~~ we started to be the best pal at work~ lunch together, and
times when you would gave me a treat during break time for my hard
work etc....
Jan 2001, you dated me out on my birthday~~ and it was the first
time ever I saw the smart side of you~ the way you dress and
presented yourself impressed me a lot~~ and was so unlike the one I
knew during work~ We had a fun time with Vin and your buddies~ and
since then we would chat on phone~~ for number of hours~ We would
talk about our past~ in school or in relationship~ and I remember
you told me that you had not been with any girlfriends
before~~
Feb 2001, Valentine's day~ the second time you dated me out~ We
were with Yao and his gf, Sin, they were always the problematic
couple in your circle of friends~~ but they were great people, not
only friendly but mature too~~ they always had arguments even with
our presence~~ I remember we took a walk in center point~ and Yao
and Sin went somewhere else~ we entered a toy shop~ and I had told
you how cute the soft toys were~~ and you looking at me~~ asking me
if we could be just more than the best pals~~ I was shocked~ but
nervous too~~ I knew the ans straight in my heart~ "Yes" was what I
wanted to tell you~~ but I was playful~~ i wanted to disturb you~~
so I replied~~
"try giving me half an hour more, I will give you my answer
then"
And you didn't get my hint at all and not even attentive enough to
catch my goofy grin~~
