care to share your problems?
we're willing to listen.
anyway,i went through the BMT too with much blues...
2 months of regimental discipline and tiring training..i endured
through...
glad to say, i got over it with the support of my family..
what i want to say is, don't underestimate what care and support
from your family can do.
why don't you try talking to them more for a change?
tell them how you feel exactly. dun be afraid.
anyway, next time u want to self-mutilate, think of your family who
loves you..
...your dad, mum, siblings...they would be at a loss if something
happens to you whom they love so much.
ps:add me on msn if you wanna share your problems with me.
im willing to lend a listening ear.