hm..
you can either sulk at your bad luck, lament on your vocation, and
feel bitter over doing something you think you are not suited to
do,
or
you can accept the situation as it is, no matter how bad it is, try
to make the best of it by looking for and appreciating the positive
points, stop comparing with the others, stop thinking "what if",
and start to live your current life, and start to feel useful and
contribute yourself and your soul again.
at different points in our lives, we all have to do things we do
not like or do not think we are able to or suited to, etc. but we
still have to do them, and more often than not, we pull through, we
prevail, and we emerge stronger.
i hope you can complete your mourning soon, set aside your
feelings, and start to live your life. dont think you like to feel
sulk for the whole of your ns rite? dont you like to feel happy?
its really up to you. you are able to control that.
