I am thinking of confronting him next week. it will be the best
time to do it, because both of us will be having a one week holiday
after that. so if anything bad happened, I will have that one week
to get over it.
I am thinking that I should do this face to face, because I dun
feel comfy doing it over the phone or even over messenger, and this
is strange for me because I usually wud prefer to talk to him over
MSN. But this time, i want to see his reactions, his every facial
expression when he answers my questions. if under that circumstance
he can still lie, he must be a damn good actor. I want to ask him
what he sees me as now, does he take me as a plaything or ?? And if
he wasn't interested in the first place, why did he start it by
doing all those things for a period of time?
But I dunno how I can get him to meet me face to face. I have been
asking to meet him these few days and he has always managed to not
show up. I am thinking that I should write him either an e-mail or
message him to tell him to meet me because I want to discuss
something important with him. And if he still cares about me even
as a friend, he should show up.
Do you all think I should do this? I would really like to put a
close to this chapter once and for all. I dun wan to feel like I am
being cheated anymore, and this has dragged on for long enough. I
am not feeling happy as it is, and the way he kept messaging me,
telling me shit about not hurting him and the people around me are
bothering me.
I wish I have enough courage. Somehow I am bothered about what
others will think of me once I do this. I am pretty sure he is
going to complain to his friends about this and soon everything
will be out.
Any opinions?
i.c.y
