All experiences, even the most beautiful NDNCDIMOP (non-dual,
non-conceptual, direct, immediate mode of perception) are more
experiences that arises and subsides.
Which isn't a problem... In fact I am not suggesting
transcendence of experience to reach something that doesn't arise
and subside. The notion of an Awareness that doesn't arise and
subside has been seen through... now it is seen that Awareness is
precisely the arising and subsiding, even though each luminous
arising is timeless and without coming and going (sounds confusing
but isn't so in direct experience).
I am also not suggesting you to detach from such experiences...
let them come, let the bliss and clarity come and go (which they
will, it is the nature of all experiences to arise and subside),
and 'who' is there to detach from experience anyway? No one! Only
experiences without experiencer.
What I am suggesting however... is that grasping on any
experiences, even what appears 'ultimate' like the NDNCDIMOP is
going to result in suffering. Why? Because the nature of all
experiences is that they arise and subside instantaneously. They
are ungraspable and empty and as such they are unsatisfactory. The
nature of impermanence, unsatisfactoriness and non-self marks every
single experience/dharma, even those that appears 'ultimate'. But
actually there is no 'ultimate experience'.
Ordinary perceptions, ordinary seeing, hearing, smelling, are
all marked by these characteristics. Each experience arises without
an observer or experiencer or agent, they are simply as they are...
scenery sees, noise hears.... and they arise and subside
simultaneously leaving no traces. By the way... non-dual is the
nature of all experience, it is not that there is a Presence
non-dual with arisings... but rather there is only arising, and
each arising does not have a separate perceiver and hence each
perception as it is is free from duality. Just hearing, seeing,
touching, thinking, etc is Truth. Truth is found in the most
ordinary experiences and perceptions... to chase after some better
experience is to overlook what is present right in front of...
well... experience. If we fail to see that This ordinary arising is
already the non-dual actuality, then we'll forever chase after some
future experience that never exists. Actuality is... just hearing,
just seeing, just smelling, just touching, just tasting, just
thinking, everything happening as it is is already non-dual,
complete, self-luminous, without self, impermanent, ungraspable,
empty.
Seeing that everything arises and subsides by nature... we no
longer form views of self and world as having any sort of
inherency. We no longer perceive a world consisting of things
located in fixed places. What we call 'places' are really more
perceptions that arise and subside... there is nothing truly
'there'. What we call 'there' is not truly a 'there' but is more
arisings that subside as soon as it manifest. Likewise what we call
'self', 'here', anything that implies 'location' and so on are also
in actuality nothing inherent - only perceptions arising and
subsiding.
Everything thought to be inherent (world, locations,
self, body, mind, etc) is upon investigation not a solid 'thing'
but simply an Arising... and as an Arising, its cessation
follows. Existence/inherency,
Non-existence/nihilism does not apply to reality.
As Buddha taught,
Dwelling at Savatthi... Then Ven. Kaccayana Gotta approached the Blessed One
and, on arrival, having bowed down, sat to one side. As he was
sitting there he said to the Blessed One: "Lord, 'Right view, right view,' it
is said. To what extent is there right view?"
"By & large, Kaccayana, this world is supported by
(takes as its object) a polarity, that of existence &
non-existence. But when one sees the origination of the world as it
actually is with right discernment, 'non-existence' with reference
to the world does not occur to one. When one sees the cessation of
the world as it actually is with right discernment, 'existence'
with reference to the world does not occur to one.
The entire world as we know it... is not a fixed solid something
out there... neither is there a self that is a fixed solid thing in
here.
There is really just sensations and perceptions arising and
subsiding each moment... its arising is the manifestation of
undeniable Presence... its immediate subsidence proves there is no
solid substance to anything perceived. There is no world, self,
location, etc... but neither can you deny the presenc-ing (and
subsidence) of the world.