Firewood Does Not Turn into
Ashes
An Interview with Toni Packer by Craig Hamilton
"Firewood Does Not Turn into Ashes" first appeared in What Is enlightenment? magazine, issue
23, Spring/Summer 2003, as part of the article "Enlightenment at
the Speed of Life."
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Craig Hamilton: As humanity heads into the third millennium, the
world is changing in ways that would have seemed like good science
fiction only decades ago. From biotechnology to nanotechnology,
from the information revolution to the deterioration of the
biosphere, from globalization to global warming, life in the
twenty-first century is becoming increasingly complex, chaotic, and
unpredictable. The challenge of keeping up with the speed of life
has never been greater, and according to most futurists, we haven't
seen the half of it. They tell us that the rate of change itself is
increasing exponentially, and shows no sign of slowing down anytime
soon. This recognition has led many of the most forward-looking
thinkers of our time to the conclusion that in order to meet the
increasing demands of life in our evolving world, new capacities
are going to be required of all of us - not the least of which will
be an unprecedented willingness to change and keep changing in
order to respond to new life conditions as they emerge.
You are a teacher of what has traditionally been called
"enlightenment" - the life-transforming realization of our ultimate
nature, which is widely considered to be not only the summit of all
spiritual seeking but the greatest and final aim of human
existence. This profound spiritual awakening has often been
described as the realization of the changeless, the timeless, the
unborn, the uncreated - the absolute reality that remains forever
untouched by anything that happens in the world of time, evolution,
and becoming. What I would like to ask you is this: What does the
discovery of this timeless dimension of being have to tell us about
how to respond to the challenges of a world in which time itself
seems to be accelerating out of control? How can the realization of
the changeless help us to navigate a future in which constant
change may well be the only constant?
Toni Packer: Right now as we are sitting here, where are we? Are we
in this timeless presence without division, without "you" and "me"?
Is this from where we're going to look and talk? Or are we engaged
in this accelerating, changing world? Because it makes a big
difference whether we speak and look and ask and listen from the
timeless or from involvement in the changing, in time, which
includes wanting things to change, wanting to change ourselves -
which is all part of the changing relative world the Easterners
speak of. This, to me, is essential. Because the timeless presence
- emptiness, if you will, or wholeness - that does not do anything. That does
not operate in the usual way that we are accustomed to. It just
beholds, observes, listens, understands, realizes. Zen Master Dogen
once said, "Firewood does not turn into ashes." When I heard that
the first time, I didn't know what he was talking about because
obviously firewood turns into ashes. I mean, we've all experienced
it. So the next time I was at a campfire, I watched and observed,
and the time quality fell away. It was just being there, and there
was no change from fire to ashes; it was just what was: fire, and
then sometimes it collapses, and there are some sparks, and it
seems to turn black. But when you're really there, timelessly, it
is not a process of time that is observed but presence: eternal,
everlasting, without time.
If you are established in this timeless presence, if you are in
touch with it , you don't have to navigate and negotiate. You're
just here, and a response will come out of this intelligent or wise
presence. One's response will be intelligent. That presence does
not even perceive change as change. That's already an evaluation of
what's going on. it just responds to what is here. If there is this
timeless quality in one's perception, then it's not that one sees
that something is changing from this to that. One simply sees what
is and responds.
There cannot be any prescription for how to respond to what is
going on in the world, but we are responding every moment, from
moment to moment. So is there some awareness of how we're
responding, what is going on in ourselves, in the world, in each
other? Is there some clarity about it so that the response is
appropriate?
You see, it's not that we have to become something different or go
to the other shore. We are
here. We have to wake up to that fact, and then there is a
different response to what we call the relative world. It's seen
through for what it is. It's like when you watch a politician on
television - can't you see through the face, see what the person is
all about? No words are needed to realize it. If you're taking part
in it - if you're taking this position or that - then you project
onto the other. But the beauty is that when there's no projection,
then things and people appear the way they are, unvarnished.
From this vast, unprejudiced, and nonpreferential perspective, from
this presence, the relative world spins and spins according to the
unfathomable patterns. But this Earth is part of a huge, vast
cosmos of stars exploding, and stars newly created out of hot
gases. So what are we trying to do? To change this? Can we? Or is
it possible just to behold wisely what goes on here and see whether
it will not go out of control? the changes come and go like the
tide. If war doesn't break out here, it breaks out someplace else.
We haven't really changed fundamentally. But let me make it clear,
I'm not pessimistic at all. On the contrary, I'm full of serenity
and good cheer - not about events in the world that you're talking
about as running out of control, but about this potential for a
human being to wake up to what we are, changelessly.
~ Toni Packer, "The Silent Question: Meditating in the Stillness of
Not-Knowing"