i remembered that during meditation, my mind wondered and i
brought it to attention again. i stayed with my breathe to remain
still and unwavered. even this thought of not wanting to wonder
becomes a dependant thought arising. where did it start and end? it
started from nowhere and does not end anywhere. thoughts and no
thoughts in duality, there is no connection to anything literally
as some would suggest. the being is just be the being.
oh i do have some shares of hindrances or wavering thoughts which i
don't deny. it is not easy to remain still or thoughtless but it is
also not impossible and of cos as time goes by with quality sincere
practice, a firm samadhi can be achieved by anyone. when you are
there, you won't even need any words or thoughts to describe what
it is.
just be....
