why do i get this kinda responses??
i havent say anything yet how people will not if wad i'm saying is
the "not again" kind??? 
anyway, i think i've been single for too long. and you know, humans
are such habitual creatures. once they get used to and familiar
with something, they tend to wanna stick to it.
i think it's the case for me now. it's like, i can't even imagine
myself seeing another person. like, i really like the freedom my
singlehood is blessing me with. i scared i'll lose the ability to
care for someone else in a more-than-friends way.
wait a min... is that committment phobia, i wonder....
