very funny meh??
i think to this best friend of mine, it's close to a "disorder".
lolz.. she says its only normal for everyone to feel the urge to
have someone to think of when they got nothing else on their mind.
someone to miss and to feel for. then i told her about my current
situation and state-of-being, she looked at me in a strange way.
like she really couldnt understand what it's like to be as asexual
as i am. 
is it really that abnormal?
