there was this time my dad got so angry at my brother, he threw
a plastic chair at him. then the chair broke on the seat. after
that, it was outside our house, to SERVE as a memory .... DOUBLE
PUNISHMENT. and our enjoyment was to remind him 
my punishment was, my mum whacked me with a cane. bad results lor,
actually, now when i look back, still okay la. my mum used to whack
the cane on my exercise book, then the pages wet with tears. now
she still can enjoy talking about it. 
morbid family
kids do stupid things, or like some childish school stuff like
getting framed, then frustrated, don;t know how to defend, weak,
cry easily. my mum scold. for being stupid. now the things she
thought as stupid, still same treatment. 
both my
brother and i. like that also scold. dunno how to comfort. haiiiii
or give advice without scolding. like suffer trauma at school still
must repeat history at home
sometimes, i wonder if she understands that it's like the logic of
scolding a crying child to stop crying otherwise she will use the
cane to whack. so ... , of course wun stop crying la. then cry some
more.
and that actually happened too. 
