Baby...,
Do u see the way I look at u? Do u know the way I feel for u? Do u
care that I care?? Do u feel the depths of my stare?? I'm not
supposed to love u and not supposed to care... but u turned my life
upside-down... Do u know because I'm sure u dun even understand...
I wouldnt have to guess if u feel the same i feel for u, I wouldnt
have to play this guessing game... Until I found the words to tell
u how I feel, I've kept them hidden and try to make a deal...a deal
with destiny...a deal with fate....
I always look into ur eyes and said a silent prayer... I looked
into ur heart and wished I were there... Everytym I watched u walk
away, but not wanting to let u go... Afraid to push u away from mi,
I give in to ur every request... U looked at mi with ur charming
eyes, I felt so special I wanted to cry... I long to say "I love u"
instead I hold it within...
Not knowing what I was getting into, whether this new thing I was
embarking on was worth all my while, or even my style... Not
knowing if I'm setting myself up for heartache... Still, my
curiousity would not let mi pass this chance...
U entered my world like a dream, that of which I never wish to
wake... The tym I spent with u was heaven sent !! "Go with the
flow" is ur motto, u played the game very well... If u feel the
same as I for u, then its true oni tym wil tell... I struggle to
hide the words for I fear u'll run... Do I keep silent juz so u'll
stay??
I was reluctant not to let my feelings show, holding on to it not
wanting to let these feelings go... Never even thinking I could
look at u in this way becoz u dun belong to mi... I guess this is
what I loved about u, not to mention all the crazy things u do
!!!
I already have all these feelings for u, but one day if u like
someone else, I will let u go... I dont want to hold on to feelings
that arent there because u like someone else... At least that's how
it seems... I'm not angry I'm just concern because I cant win a
taken heart... I just wished I found u first... I know u'll never
want to hurt anyone, thats why I'll let u go if u like someone
else...
Dont stay around becoz of my feelings and thats something u
shouldnt have to do... Tel mi now, I really dont know what the case
may be, all I know is that u'r on my mind and I got to be with u
even if it means mi getting hurt... Risking it all once again, juz
for u...
Love,
Me
