lol today i get to go out with someone i secretly
love.....
i am still very young, i noe i am not up to relationships
yet....
but i tell myself i can love someone secretly, but not too much
till i am mad over her.... haha
and today is my 1st time going out with girls.....
and chatted the most in my life with a girl, excluding my mum of
course.
i feel so great..... we were so bo liao..... and when we walked
till a place where i see a great green field..... i think of me and
her walking along the grass together, holding hands.
lol.... i was daydreaming happyily when i remember my situation...
my age...lol
i feel so much like laughing at myself, and very confused, but i
like this feeling...
and today i even found out the girl i like is quite
friendly...
i just feel lucky.... and happy.... hope this would last
long......
Cheers
IA
