Deliver pizza is example lah haha.....seriously i dun know where
I am heading in my career. Some people would have dreams to get
promoted, to be the CEO, to be this, to be that. I dun wan to be
anything.... but of cos I want to be promoted only for two reasons:
More pay and of cos in my company if you stay in one position for
too long, very high chance to kena kicked out easily haha.
My boss in my appraisal says that maybe this year or likely next
year, looking at promotion depending on my own development and the
usual thing like if wanna move into middle and senior management,
must be more matured in handling people etc...then wah i listen
already i abit neutral, to a certain degree, unexcited....cos I
never wanted to be in all this shit. I just wanna work happily,
fulfil my responsibilities, make sure I do well so that I can keep
my job. He asked me what I want to be in 5 years, I told him in
work, nothing but for music, I want to be a rockstar. My boss
laughed and appreciate my passion in music but also warned me if my
CEO, his boss, happened to chat with me on this, I cannot use this
kind of answer.
Haiz....I wish I was free and selfish enough to make decisions
for my life and for myself only that will make me happier. I am
happy now lah, but I know I could be happier. I am 32 this year and
God knows how long more I can live....I do not want my whole life
to just be remembered for mundane things like "he was a good
colleague" or "he was a good friend" or "he was a funny piece of
shit".
HAIZ.....paiseh a bit lor soh this morning....
