so what's achievement to you?
Happiness for myself and happiness for people and for me, the
only medium for me is music.
I always wanted to do music. Music to most is a set of melodies
made up of notes and give u a nice feeling listening to it. Music
to me is life. There was a period of time in my poly when I
fractured my leg and had to stay at home, bedridden for 4 months.
It was depressing because I had to do everything in bed, peeing all
these stuff in bed. It was depressing. Then I remembered one
morning, I woke up 6 plus in the morning, it was raining and it
just adds to my depression. That was when I picked up my guitar and
wrote my very first song in life and you know what, that was a
bloody unlistenable song as I looked back now but at that point of
time, just singing how felt and playing a melody that may
sound like shit to others but amazingly, it had a very sedative
effect on me. That was from that day I realised how music can go
beyond just pure listening, music really does heal a person in
amazing ways.
It was always my dream to do music and one day when I am older
and eventually when my mother is gone (I hope she lives long
though), I would want to lug a guitar and go various places in the
world, using music to communicate. The joy of not understanding
each other through spoken language but yet understanding thru the
language of music is undescribable..
