ya man, having faith in oneself is darn bloody important and
that source may come from one place or another.
i think it might be more of a fact that one did not anticipate
such stuff to go wrong. As in every thing fails to a stage where
even ur backup generator also gone.
this is what they call shock and awe?
it sucks in this situation because u have nothing to fall back
on. imagine a nuclear strike and u are the only one left.
woooo. thanks for reading man. if u read thru all the junk.

Trust me , u can TRY to anticipate everything , but things just
dun go as planned. Its not wrong to anticipate , to plan , but u
gotta adapt at the ever changing environment and situation. The key
success is to adapt, while still remaining true to ur core
principles or mission.
The nuclear part is just a bunch of gibberish... cause u just
ranting things that is not exactly processing through ur brain n
just coming straight out . lol..
Cause presently , u cant compare ur situation.. to a nuclear
strike n being the only person left .... on the planet. lol...