Pitot SG i think ranting here also wont solve the darn problem. it also isnt a problem that i can solve.but it affects me. the hell.
BadzMaro SG Feel ur own mortality eh.. the inability to do anything about it. The weakness when faced with this problem that isnt even your own. Yes.... it affects u. It will eat u.. consume u into the dark abyss...Its just a matter of time before u snap..n see the long way down from the 30th floor as the only way out. Or consuming 50 pills looks so promising... or a slit wrist in a bathub filled to the brim, the sight of ur blood , cogulates with the water... like a calm stream ur life forces flows away with the still water..yes.. death such a nicer way to go.
Pitot SG i think i would prolly snap people before i snap myself. damn i realise i sound like a fking pussie in this whole thread but it really helps to keep me sane so i am sorry people.
BadzMaro SG Dun worry..i am here to tell u whtever u want to hear...whatever u want to see...whatever u want to believe..What is it u want Pitot ?What is it u want to see ?What is it u want accomplished ?What... does ur heart desire at this moment ?
Pitot SG circle talk man! screw the fucked up society. humans are too smart for ourselves. we will destroy our own future.
Pitot SG besides, i keep failing in what i want to succeed, okay, not all but some impt ones.this sucks.
BadzMaro SG Denying urself the thought of expressing urself , will be ur own undoing...Mankind can destroy our own future, and mankind can also reshape the future..Will u turn ur back on society... or will u be the hand the shapes society...
BadzMaro SG lol.. i am too broed... for too long sitting on ass my brain has died. N nothing forms inside my mind to rant about anything besides the fact that i am bored... n cant wait to return to the big city...Check mate baby..
Pitot SG cb! how can she use death to threaten again. Fucking hell she like to die i told her i go die first. PUI!