one-sided love

last SG · 2008-03-08T20:25:39+00:00

the reason why i wanna tell her that i loved her once,because there is a barrier between us now.let me explain the barrier:Before secondary 4, she always con...

angel7030 SG

Why dun drop by my lesbian club and i show u so many cute gals that u can get together and forget about yr sorrow and fear ya. Club 69

j_dsowner SG

themoment86

haha thanks for ur encouragement!

angel7030

lol make me sound so desperate for girls? i already like this one and i have no interest for any other.

Zarks SG

ur stil young,,

dont u think u should really think what do u really want now?

Are u gonna like only gals forever or the opposite?

If u really love the gal, would u have the courage to tell the gal and in fact the gal might only think u as normal best friend unlike u treating her like your r/s partner?

ANd will this affect your r/s?

Many things to think about, sometimes u just need to go slow and see the situation. Since she has a bf, its best not to tell her bout this.

if u really need to tell, then just do it..

why think so much, watever happen will happen later.. better than u seeking advice here when you already wanted to tell her.

anyway, u should care if you are les or not.. its for u to think in future which way u want to go.

^C ^ SG

Some people grow up from same sex love and take a ride back on the right track. Maybe you are really gay for a moment.

Though i don't think being gay is wrong but there is alot of consideration being someone who is different in this society.

I have a gay friend who has tried out a straight relationship but end up dwindling into the crooked path cos he does not find the kind of happiness he wants. I have a bestie from my sec school day who went back to conventional relationship, after few years of relationship with a butch. And i have another fren who has an off and on relationship with both sexes.

Well, from i see, i think you are a lesbian-pro. Does not mean you are a lesbian for life. Happiness is determined, in my opinion, by being with the right person, regarding of their sexual orientation, though sexuality is an important factor.

j_dsowner SG

hai, i feel so sad today..

i went over to visit her at work... but i'm not gonna reveal much to protect her identity..

den she just ask me where i going next.. [ i was with a friend ]...

den later i told her go watch movie.. den later she somehow seems to ignore me.. continue distribute flyers... den later i saw one guy approaching.. [ and i realised it's her bf cos i din know they were actually working together ]

so i saw it's him. and realised that my friend was pretending not to know me so that the bf won't realise i'm her friend.

den i knew this, so i faster wanna get away from her work... so she won't find me so troublesome..

so i held onto my umbrella.. and den faster walked over to a traffic junction.. den my friend was beside me.. she kept asking me why i walking so fast... den later who knows.. i slid and fell down... den i faster got up and continued to walk thru the traffic junction tho i seriously felt like crying. but then i also wanted to laugh cos alot of ppl saw and my friend laughed at me [ this friend din know that the guy was dere that's why she tot i was walking veri fast in order to get past the road cos it's green man ]

seriously i felt sad for falling down.. i somehow tik that i shudn't have gone over to her work place..

cos ytd i kept asking her where she working.. den she msg me " i tik it's Place A "

den tis morning i ask her where she working... den she msg " Place B briefing. "

den cos she seem so cold all this, so i msged her , " ok u sounds quite pissed off with me asking so i won't be going over to visit u at work today just in case u not happy. "

den later cos my friend and i were very near to Place B... and i was tiking of visiting her.. den my friend say why not.. den we went.. and all this happen..

seriously regret..god must have punished me by making me fall down in such a crowded place... and she n her bf might have saw .. and laughed.. well... how pathetic i am..