thank you for those words. i know i m wrong, i msged her mom
telling her im sorry. i really wanna change, but at the end of the
day after so much hope and effort put in, if she doesnt accept me,
what can i do?
You are proving to be merely a man of your "words".
You promise this, promise that, what exactly have you proven so
far ?
Talk is cheap. Don't just talk with words. DO with your
actions.
Your " If she doesn't accept me, what can I do." is an excuse. A
self defeatist statement for a man, unwilling to change for
hope.
If you think it is useless to change for her, at least change
for yourself, change for the next girl who will come into your
life.
Love cannot be forced, it cannot be controlled as you will.
Not only must you manage your anger issue.
Your fundamental problem is with your control issue.
You refuse to hope, because hope is not a certainty.
Hope is only a possibility, something you have no control
over.
The harder you grip, the faster love slips from your
fingers.
Learn to let go, be flexible.
