Hi guys, I called my girlfriend yesterday. (my rational thinking
lost) Meet up with her at her place. We hug, I told her I still
love her and want to give the relationship another chance. She
agreed but said that she cannot promise anything cause she is still
confused and need some time to think. She also mention that she
wants us to be normal again saying that she is soft hearted and
that she still loves me. I stayed over at her place
yesterday.
here is how I feel, after this incident, I realised that I have
become too dependent on her for emotion support, everytime I stayed
over at her place, called her, tell her I miss her etc etc. Now I
want to make a difference, I will learn slowly and surely to keep
my life filled with other activities. I do love her and want us to
be together but she needs to be reasured by having someone whom she
can depend on. I will try to work towards that but at the same time
prepare myself emotionally when one day she might really wants out.
I hope that day never comes and I hope one day I can tell you guys
in this forum that I am getting married with her. I really hope I
am making the right decision.
From the bottom of my heart i really thank all those friends who
bothered to read my msg and give your advice to me, I really
appreciate your efforts. God bless all you kind souls out
there.
