My apologies for the 'disapperance.' It's hard to input anything
at home when wife, within seconds of hearing me type, will come and
check on me. We are in the same room.
I try to answer everyone if I can. Some of you are right. No point
complaining when all I do is whine. I will probably source out any
lawyer's office I can when I am free and wife is not with me.
On a lighter note, everything seems to be fine when she is mentally
sane and not throwing her temper around. Mum did not mention about
moving in(maybe 'cause she just casually mention?), and wife took a
pretty long time to calm down her emotions. I had to bear with her
for a week!
For those who think I can talk to mum alone without wife knowing,
it's impossible. After everytime I talked to my folks, my wife will
ask me in detail. Interrogation style. Last week, she did it to me,
and how can I possibly remember everything I chit-chatted with my
parents? I blew up my top and asked her, "Next time I talk to them,
do you want me to bring a voice-recorder along?" Then she realised
I'm going to lose it, and stop.
Both my wife and I are bad-tempered. Good thing about her is she
doesn't bear grudges, but unfortunately, I do. I can't tell the
difference sometimes when she threaten divorce is, am I bearing
grudges or am I being driven to a corner?
Like some of you mention, she also said I will regret when I
divorce because it will be painful and there will be a mental scar.
But what scar will I have if I regain back my life to a time of
peace and freedom?
Our house is in renovation works. I believe it's something good to
look forward to. If things go things go the way they should, it
would be good. But if she blew her top and mention divorce, it
should be over. I reckon it should be next year when I succumb to
her threat. Hey, I'm not rushing it. Gotta give it the best before
I end it all, right?
P.S. Just for the record, she threaten again last Saturday,
13/10/2007. Cheers!
