Well she has her bf, who is my bf's best friend. I
mean...somebody who doesn't have any partnership history with my bf
whatsoever saying things like that...I mean, about the comment on
his ahem, if she has seen the picture then fcking thats it. Dont
have to hao lian. U see, its always taken a step further.
I mean, I am sick of even talking about her at all, but if I don't
let go this anger...I mean, where the heck am I going to channel it
to? My bf expects me to smile all the time, then there's the
world's most annoying THING saying this and that abt how she and
him blah blah blah, and she says it in front of her boy too which i
dunno how the hell he can tahan...(love must b damn strong or
something)...BUT I CANNOT KANNA TEKAN LEFT RIGHT!!! ITS NOT FAIR!!
WHY ME?? WHY NOT THE FRIEND? WHY MUST BE THE GIRLFRIEND KANNA BLAME
FOR EVERYTHING ONE?? YOU WILL ANYHOW BLAME UR GF MEH IF U LOVE
HER??ANYHOW SCOLD HER UNTIL SHE CRY MEH??ANYHOW HECK CARE HER UNTIL
SHE BEG U TO HOLD HER HAND LIKE A DOG BEGGING FOR BISCUIT???ALLOW
ANYONE TO SAY MEAN THINGS TO HER?? THEN WHEN SHE SAY SHE LOVE YOU
YOU ANYHOW ANSWER??? SAY SHE GOT ISSUES WITH EVERYTHING WHEN IN THE
FIRST PLACE U NEVER DO UR FREAKING DUTY AS A BF TO MAKE SURE U TAKE
CARE OF HER, ARMY OR NOT???? REALISE SHE EVERY WEEKEND FOLD UR
UNIFORM NICE NICE FOR U, MAKE SURE U GET TO CAMP SAFELY, WORRY ABT
YOU, NEVER PILLION OTHER GUYS BIKE ANYHOW OR ANYHOW TAKE OTHER GUYS
CAR OR GO OUT WITH OTHER GUYS BEHIND UR BACK??SHE EVERYTIME GO OUT,
EAT, SLEEP, THINKING OF YOU??NEVER SAY MEAN THINGS TO U??
(sry suddenly i became very sad.)